This is my late night. Everyone is asleep and the "Jesus channel" is on (TBN) He hasnt quite kicked the habit of falling asleep with the t.v. on. I wish. Most times it doesnt even bug anymore. Tonight, I just love looking at the baby as she sleeps in my bed because she just hasnt quite learned to fall asleep with her big brother and sister yet. I think she is just pulling baby sister rights crawling in my bed to fall asleep.
I like the peace I feel tonight. Alot has changed in our relationship. We have taken the spiritual high road and I think many of my old friends might believe I've become a "Jesus freak". Someone I swore I would NEVER become. (another topic I promise to return to). But if you only knew what I've been through in the last two years, then you could understand why sometimes you just have to make the changes neccessary for your life to be enjoyable. No matter what others may think. And if you ONLY knew how many times God took my hand and pulled me through. He gave me beautiful children to tend to and He will not allow me to lose my mind over things that pass...
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