Late Night Confessions

I've gotten into a bad routine. I go to bed after midnight and so do my kids. We get up late morning and then its off to school in the afternoon. For them, and us, though we are just getting started and 1230 is our morning. But more observantly, i've gotten into a bad routine in my whole life. I know the economys bad and I could blame it on that but I just have no ambition to do any "hard" work or be tied down by 9 to 5 and then home after 8 cuz of traffic and picking up kids from daycare and so on and then in bed by 10 only to start again.

And I notice that the area I live in, the 'hood, doesn't lend to an uplifting mind frame. It just chokes you out to live among those that live in struggle like a lifestyle choice. I don't knock being down and out...i'm there. It's the accepting it as truth and the finale that's a problem for me.
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