I had something else on my mind but this kept coming back to me. I could hold the excitement in anymore....my hubby is going back to school and I really have to confess this...I am SO glad! I do love him but I am happy that he will be out of the house being uber productive and not every waking hour will spent in each others presence. Is that bad?
I just like my independence. And is it possible anyway to have that when you are married? (anothe night) I always thought so until lately. Without going into total disclosure about our life lately (not ready yet) I just have grown a little irritated. Sometimes it gets old having to build up this big speech just to hang out with the girls once a quarter. There's no missing each other like you would when one or both of you heads off to work. There's no thrill of anticipation of seeing each other again at the end of the day. There's no breathing room the way we live right now.
So forgive me for shouting hurray! Go, be gone, have a great time, see you later. Trust me, i'll be alright. Me and the kids...we got this.
Ok and to not sound selfish for just a minute...it'll be good to boost his confidence anyway. So I am excited for him to get back out there and feel like he can accomplish SOMETHING as head of the household. See, i'm not such a terrible wife.
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