I Am Second - Day 4

Michelle Aguilar: I am Second - Biggest Loser

I am actually a day behind posting. This was Day 4 of the challenge. The question was "What is your relationship with food?" Its much like my human relationships; addicting and not good for me. I definitely have a codependent relationship with food. I need it and it needs me. Really...it does. Its told me. In the middle of the night, or just before I go to bed it begs me to take it with me. "I will feel lonely in the cold fridge. It would rather be in your warm belly." See...I am needed. And trust me, I am just as dependent. I need food too. To soothe me, to destress me. I can vent and be angry at it. I can tell food how much I love it. And the cool part is food never says anything to me and just gives me what I need. good ...or bad.....Frenemies, lovers...till the end.

The challenge also asked that we make the day a day of health and eat three healthy meals. No skipping, no snacking, no seconds. I went to bed that night and as I fell asleep God told me to fast. From that moment until noon. And it felt good. It gave me a clear mind and let my creative juices flow and I got so much work done! i didnt skip either. It just gave me a clean start to the day. God is very good at sustaining you when you need and when you don't think you can.

"He, the All-powerful, All-holy Word of the Father, spreads His power over all things everywhere, enlightening things seen and unseen, holding and binding all together in Himself. Nothing is left empty of His presence, but to all things and through all, severally and collectively, He is the giver and sustainer of life.... He, the Wisdom of God, holds the universe in tune together. He it is who, binding all with each, and ordering all things by His will and pleasure, produces the perfect unity of nature and the harmonious reign of law. While He abides unmoved forever with the Father, He yet moves all things by His own appointment according to the Father's will"