I promised the Chef I wouldn't share the details of his health condition. He does not want to feel or be perceived to be an invalid. Gods grace has kept him healing daily.
"be strong through the grace that God gives you in Christ Jesus." 2 Timothy 2:1
And we will continue to believe in that. But it is taking him out of his 9to5er. A changing of the guards is occurring. And I am one nervous cookie.
Its said that doing the same thing over and over and expecting the same results is insanity. Call me cuckoo. We've reached the tipping point and its time for me to hit the pavement, nervous and lost or not.
See the Chef's path is becoming mighty clear. All that he has endured this summer with his health is leading him to a place he wasn't ready to accept years back. The transition is much more discernible with him. And he is off and running.
With me, not so much.
I share (nag) often with the Chef that we should just be making the sacrifice, work the 9to5er and use that to get in a position to make our dreams reality. Even if we know in our heart of hearts that the job is not for us and the job and the people suck, endurance will prevail and we can move on and into making our own ideas come to pass. Usually I say it in a way that's a little easier for him to understand, "get your A to work and quit complaining about it. You got a family to feed!" But it turns out, I may have to be the one to shut up or put up. (Or is that shut up AND put up...or put out...lol)
So do i find some "the-customers-always-right-so-you-will-do-whatever-crazy-thing-i'm-over-dramatizing-about-and-get-it-done-yesterday" kinda job or apply for jobs "I-can't-even-cut-and-paste-a-resume-together-for-even-though-I-know-thats-the-job-for-me-and_it-pays-an-insane-amount-of-money-i-know-i-deserve-to-get-paid" kinda job?
Or what I truly wonder is, how do I let go and let God show me the way, like he did the Chef? I know a change is a coming but how will I know the right direction.....
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