Saying Goodbye

"hello"
"hello?"
"hello, yea its me"
"oh, yea....hey"
"just returning your phone call"
"what phone call?"
"you called me the other day"
"no that wasn't me"
"does your home phone number start with 766?"
"that would be a negative. why do you think it was me?"
"you're the only one I know in the A"
"more than likely it was her"
"oh..ok, cool"
"i'd appreciate it if you would delete this number from your phone"
"oh...ok"

I just hung up. I can't believe that. I've had comeback after comeback in my mind since. Call back, say what you wanna say. say goodbye. he'd hear it in your voice. you heard it in his. he wasn't trying to be cold, he has no choice. i'm just hearing things. man, I cried. the hurt went so deep. Its been 4 months since I told his wife about us. Its been over for 8 years already. whats 4 months.

so why did I do it? why now? why did i tell her and shed it all? slithering away like a snake. I had to put an end to the crying.

so she called??...wonder what that conversation will be like tomorrow.