You ever feel like you have all the pieces of a puzzle laid out before you but you've lost the box and have no clue what the end result should look like? That's me and this retarded battle of "what to do when I grow up".
I have to confess I was a little disappointed that this job I applied for didn't work out because I have bad credit. It was one of those kinda jobs you feel like was made for you.
Somehow the very thing I keep saying is not for me though I find myself going back to or I should say being brought back to to get me through the gaps. If its for me though, I haven't found a way to make it successful. To take it over to the other side and away from just being just a gap filler. Nor have I figured out how to apply the creative side or even the analytical side i'm usually on to it.
But it calls my name time and time again and tells me that its for me. Sitting there, the pieces...Here, here are the pieces...Put me together. But I don't want to because I don't have the vision. I need the box! Ugh.
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