Always in Love

It started out as just, um, watching a show about someone i thought was absolutely gorgeous and incredibly talented. And then as the show went on I realized she was saying some profound things about resolution and fear. How not achieving one increases the other. And even in my walk to know Faith, I find myself still in Fears firm grip. And then today, another tidbit...it all comes back to a sense of worthiness. Not understanding that worthiness is a birthright. Its absolute and it has never changed. Only my sense of deserving it.

So I am taking another journey. One that may help you, but will certainly help me. And maybe in that search for a new understanding, you will find your way to. Now, again, its not like I think anyone reads this...lol....but if you do, know that the things I say will be challenging and sad and hard to hear. And thats just for me....

But I am going to take the challenge on boldly with God as my guide and mentor and truth and so on. And I will face the fears and make the reconciliations, so that maybe I can spread my pretty little wings.

"Psalm 91:4-7 He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shall thou trust; his trust shall be thy shield and buckler...."

But I will always, as I know to do, say what i say, always in love....